After losing our much wanted little boy, the days just seemed to roll into one. I went back to work just for a reason to get out of bed, but with a huge aching empty feeling in my heart-a hole which will never truly be filled. I really felt like we needed to be doing something constructive as well as grieving. So, we went for genetic testing and the results eventually revealed that Harry did indeed have Noonan syndrome with HCM being the reason for his passing. Neither his daddy nor I carried the gene - it was a chance in a million occurance. Although this deeply saddened us, it also gave us the hope that we could become parents again. We contacted the IVF clinic and within months we were in disbelief that the treatment had worked. A very happy and healthy pregnancy followed and our beautiful little miracle Jessie was born on Sunday 19th august 2012. She is truly amazing and makes us laugh and smile every day. I cannot explain the love I feel for her and my heart aches when I'm not with her.We feel completely blessed that she is our daughter and never take a day for granted. She is our happy ending xxx